::HoMe SiCk::

So I am having a major case of home sickness going on. I miss my family and friends so much. I feel like I am always missing out on something. Me, my sisters and mama are so close and it just isn't right me not seeing them everyday. I have 7 nieces and nephews with one the way and I am not even there to see them grow. And my family isn't able to watch my Kaiya change and grow. It is so hard living an entire state away from them. And then there comes planning a wedding. How do I do that without my mom and sisters by my side? I tell you what I haven't even began to plan cause I don't wanna do it alone. Hmmm this sucks. I love Arizona and all and it is what me and Corey think is best for us right now but this is way hard and I know it will never get easy. I am just glad that I have been blessed with such an amazing family. One that I am close too. I tell you what you realize how much you love someone when you are away from them.